#see: my fixation on the landau siblings for example

[elegyofthemoon]

rambling about hi3 thoughts from last night and processing ✌🏼

love that honkai impact just gives me brainrot so bad it's got me rotating a billion characters not just one in my mind since i started

i still have to finish ch 12 (i was gunning it last night and i barely remember what the hell happened aside from me sobbing my eyes out so i have to restart it) and ik ch 12 technically exists in a bubble universe, but seele said something about this bubble universe feels so strange from the others so who knows what that means

but ch 12 suuuuure made me cry hard about sakura... i already really loved and adored sakura as a character a lot. her story back in yae village made me Ache because all she wanted to do was to take care and protect her sister and she couldn't do that and she grew to hate humanity for it, and yet she still tried to fight for it, but all she really wanted to do was to run away (with kallen COUGHS) from the village that had dealt her so much grief

SO WHEN SHE SHOWED UP IN CH 12 TRYING TO FIND HER SISTER ONLY TO REALIZE HER SISTER'S DEAD AND THEN ATTEMPTED TO FIND THE REMNANTS OF HER SISTER AS THE HERRSCHER ONLY TO DIE BY HER "SISTER'S" HANDS I WAS IN SOOOOO MUCH PAIN.... idk what's the deal between this sakura and the one from sakura samsara.... idk if it's even the same sakura, but i love the implications that regardless of which sakura it is, she will always have such a strong love and desire to protect her sister.... i love strong sibling bonds it makes me happy but nOT LIKE THIS OW....

what it did make me think of though was how sakura kinda reminds me a bit of lightning in ff13. i swear it's not just the pink hair.... but it's just older sister things and doing all you can to save your younger sister, even if it also means losing yourself in the process.

#snow plays hi3 #this is a lot of yap about sakura (good things i love her actually) #i was kinda surprised how much i winded up liking sakura? #idk. #she was cute ! but she didnt catch my eye much #until i read the manga wanru threw at me #and then after thAT IT WAS CH 12 #ch 12 made it a mission to come for my spinal cord and it won because my spine is just jelly #anyways i love sibling relationships in media theyre always fun to delve into #see: my fixation on the landau siblings for example #oh wait i just realized #re: ff13 i wONDER IF CH 12 JUST FELT LIKE THAT TO ME LMAOOOOO #ngl some of the architecture did make me think of academia. but thats back in ch 11 ex #(yes my beloved getting lost in corridors forever city...) #but ch 12. well. you know LMAO #(poses) i am incapable of shutting up online !