#seeing adam as both his only way out and his only hope of having yhe connection he craves

[mustangs-flames]

Oughhhh thinking about htb Six again and oughhhhhhhhhhh

#hail true body au #htb six #the things he wants but doesnt know how to articulate #no longer truly an alternate but having to stick with them because he has no human connections like alt!cesar does #how much he has to put up with - especially from preacher and the deer #being constantly reminded that he's broken. that he's*wrong* for existing the way that he does #being shackled into servitude for a being he doesn't even like and how he cannot escape it #because his jailer is also his executioner if he so much as tries #seeing adam as both his only way out and his only hope of having yhe connection he craves #because adam is an alternate that's human too #hating mark for what he did but unable to stop himself from caring for and missing the kid that gave him humanity #like. sorry. i think about six in this au a lot #to want to be loved and accepted but not knowing how to ask for it... #staying with those who hate him because he has nowhere else to go and a being that could perma kill him has him on a leash #he deserves so much better