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#seven years since I left high school and I don't think I have ever relapsed this bad
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Screaming at the void a bit
#I think I'm having my worst breakdown since high school
#seven years since I left high school and I don't think I have ever relapsed this bad
#I'm not even sure what to do now. I needed to travel to deliver some papers to my university
#but I dont know if I can
#it's half past five am and I cant sleep at all
#if I look away from my phone I start crying because I need some distraction
#I need to fucking graduate. I keep missing deadlines and important shit.
#and now I'm too scared to show up and hand over some papers.
#I genuinely don't know how I'm going to face my professor without crying
#worst of all I feel so ashamed for relapsing and breaking down like this
#if I don't get everything ready by friday I dont even know what is going to happen. I feel like I might just lose my chance at graduating.
#and if I lose my chance at graduating that's seven years literally tossed in the thrash
#I think I'm going to have to ask my mom to come with me
#I dont know how this is going to work but I think it might be the only way.
#god. can you imagine a last year university student comes to hand you documents
#and she's crying and holding her mother's hand
#shit. I'm being too harsh on myself.
#I just have to try so hard only for things to fall apart
#for two years my life has felt like it was on pause and now that I am almost at the end of this fucking tunnel
#I fell like I'm getting pelted by problem after problem and crisis after crisis
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