#she hates me fr they’ve been telling me to come in since december 🫣

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calling my doctors office on a whim to set up my appointment before i talk myself out of it and their office is closed boooo

#🍄.txt #i know it’s probably for lunch but whyyyy #they won’t let me refill my meds anymore after this next one until i come in person 🙁 #my doctor didn’t even prescribe the 90 day refill my insurance covers so i have to pay the 30 day prescription instead out of pocket 😕 #she hates me fr they’ve been telling me to come in since december 🫣 #like listen. the lexapro is working but i don’t know if it’s to the degree where my stomach won’t go haywire just stepping foot inside #the waiting room #literally just thinking about it is making me more nervous than i’ve been in a while 😭 #need to make use of that therapy referral fr like hmm maybe the medical trauma Won’t go away on its own if i just ignore it #me when it physically hinders me from taking care of myself and going to the doctor ❤️ this is fine #being chronically ill the last few years made it so much worse because now it’s happening to me more directly. lol #get me out of here (< my body) ❤️