#she's like 'I love sephora ;)' bitch I can't afford sephora.

[permanentreverie]

almost had a breakdown at the mall today so might fool around and watch a romcom. As a treat.

#I hate buying things I want to physically throw up after I purchase something for myself #regretting the two (2) articles of clothing I got for myself #I also wasn't able to find an outfit for this friday #cause it's my friends birthday party and she wanted us to wear 'club attire' like ma'am. #I found this like nice dark green top #but it's a turtleneck and I kinda wanted a scoop neckline #and fuck I could find jeans why are jeans impossible to find #I mean I have a light wash pair I can use #but I wanted something different and I literally only have one pair of jeans #like my body dysmorphia SOARS in the changing rooms #fuck nothing ever fits my hips or gut I hate it I hate it I hate it #why are things so fucking expensive shirts should be $10 jeans should be $20 and hoodies should be $25 #and I bought a hoodie cause I thought it looked nice but I shouldn't have bought it cause I just splurged on a jimin hoodie #which is no much nicer and I'm waiting for it to arrive in the mail #also I had to buy my friend a gift and I can't stand buying people gifts I'm so bad at it #she's like 'I love sephora ;)' bitch I can't afford sephora. #and I want to get you something meaningful. #and I feel bad cause like I got her cheap perfume and a tshirt #it's a t swift shirt but she owns so many clothes already #granted I got her the same perfume last year and she said she really liked it #anyways I'm thinking for tonight either like set it up; before sunrise; or something at tiffanys #I'll take a look at my watchlist #also open to suggestions if yall have any rom com ideas!