#shin also apologises and feels so much guilt in that world bc

[dangaer]

if you don’t think shin cares about toma you’ve played a completely different game to me.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #or you only take shins words to be directed @ the heroine and not toma which is also. incorrect. #going back to my earlier post he refuses to reveal straight up what he believes tom.a has done. despite whatever happens ( i.e: the heroine #chooses to hang out with toma all the time. everyone calls him out and gets him in trouble with the police instead ) #but like. as an introverted person ... the fact that shin goes to tomas house constantly to just read a book or play cards with him bc he #doesnt like being lonely sometimes rlly signifies to me just how much he does care for toma. #he comes up with a whole story that allows toma to come back in heart world ( which thankfully he does in crowd. but not without shin crying #with heroine bc he misses him ) #shin also apologises and feels so much guilt in that world bc #of how much he knows tomas sacrificed for him. #he ALSO tries his best in diamond world. #especially in crowd and later #he physically has a go at toma for keeping everything inside when him and mc are there for him #gets HIGHLY upset when mc and toma dont tell him about their harrassment even though hes there ... to help :') #actually comes rushing into their house when he cant get in contact with either of them to come and see them hugging in the cage(tm) and ask #what the HELL he's gotten himself into YUFDGVFDYGVYU #still joins them for dinner and stuff and also allows heroine to use him as some kinda bait bc they both know toma will take her on a movie #date just to spare him from going to see a scary movie #i cannot WAIT to play through shin telling toma they need him ur not gonna hear me shut up about it for an entire goddamn YEAR #otoma.te also released a bonus au where shin and toma run a youtube channel #and have shin be the first person who looks at the fated cage(tm) #and go: this is for animals right? #and before toma can argue physically buys animals to the point he finds a much better use for it and you know what #proud of him ... a real king #shin is constantly comparing himself to toma but finding out toma has insecurities over him upsets him ... he never wanted that #im REALLY emotional over my ships today ive been looking through all my pin boards for them and (sobbing sounds) i ... rlly love my shipping #partners so much . im so LUCKY to have you guys and like tbh ... im happy i chose the whole one version per muse im so happy to give so much #love to my partners like that .... actually soppy on a sat night i cant take it </3 #gonna update my icon to a new shin in a day or so bc ... predictability #long post /