#sho.scramblin

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came out to a friend and found out they were also queer. which resulted in a lot of speedrunning traumabonding but one of the funniest things out of the convo was being hit with this

girl helpppp my shoulders-too-wide, heads-too small, built-like-a-brick-wall men are outing me sjhejevejdb

#sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

one funny thing about seeing a lot of art of generally big buff bara furry men is that whenever i draw those gesture stickfigure poses for class or whatever, the professor always comments that that i generally draw heads too small and shoulders too wide. my sketches are built like a brick wall help

#which like. hes right #shgdjdhd #<- is in pose drawing class rn #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

give me the strength to write an essay in one hour

#sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

mutuals could you send me pictures of your ocs or sonas in my asks. 👉👈 on second thought you dont have to be mutuals w me, anyone just send me characters in my asks and i will happily look at em

#i wanna draw but idk what to draw but also im feeling rusty and need to do warmups so this might be a fun way to get inspired #i may or may not draw them but ill look at and appreciate anything sent nonetheless #sho.scramblin #anywho in the meanwhile ill go back to doing chores. i need to deepclean my room and organize papers n prep breakfast augh

[shokupanda]

im making cat themed stickers for like. the target audience of like. normies. and im fighting for my life toeing the line between "cutesy cat kawaii" and "this artist is definitely a furry"

#sho.scramblin #like. will someone look at these designs and immediately clock me as a furry #it doesnt help that i know jack shit abt cat anatomy and am just winging it #neither does the fact that im making em do human poses

[shokupanda]

i hate group projects so much. every second i spend looking at my groupmates' slides i lose faith in humanity.

like have any of you ever made a presentation before. you cant just put 6 paragraphs into one textbox with no paragraph breaks and call it a day. i know that i said ill edit that presentation for the group so its more coherent but that doesnt mean just spouting nothingburgers for 5 sentences straight. this is a presentation, be concise my guy,,,,,

also just because im gonna edit it doesnt mean you should write like me in a discord server and have 5 typos per sentences with random punctuation marks in unexpected places,,,,,, i meant edit as in layout and decoration, i didnt sign up to be reviser, researcher, and decipherer of whatever twisted tongue youre speaking in because every sentence you wrote feels like a garden path sentence,,,, at this point im also rewriting the whole thing,,, this is not in my jobdesc,,,,,,

#sorry im in a mood rn #finals are kicking my ass #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

i was gonna post a quick drawing but i. just kept on painting and lost track of myself until it became just. a regular full on rendered thing.

anywho this is all to say its not done yet and i have to go to uni in a few so ill prob post it later tonight instead. look forward to seeing big furry man with a lot of chest hair in approximately 18 hours lmao

#anywho im gonna go fry some rice now #and maybe take a nap before going to uni. maybe #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

help i started playing balatro and all of a sudden hours have passed and its nighttime already. anywho 10/10 game would play silly poker again

#i suck ass at strategy. my first win was after like 3 hours lmao #kept dying around ante 7 #anywho this game is so good gahhhh #i miss playing roguelikes. roguelikes my beloved. my favorite genre frfr #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

one thing about spending day after day only drawing abstract art, realistic portraits, and making powerpoints & infographics for uni is i feel like i forgor how to draw normally ndfskjdfsd

#i need to draw more now #mnyeh #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

ive spent most of the past 3 days asleep i feel like. something something making up for lost sleep. something something god's slembiest soldier

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[shokupanda]

fuck this infographic im gonna go play balatro AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGH

#i feel like ive been working on this infographic for 8 hours straight #graphic design is my prisonnnnnnnnnn #AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

man the colors of my drawing on my laptop screen and on my phone screen is so wildly different. but should i prioritize it on looking good on my phone or my laptop. which one of you are lying and which one is telling the truthhhh

#sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

my break's officially started !!

i can finally freely draw men !! 🎉🎉

#i. just need to do the dishes first #and also clean my workspace #its all paint and cardboard and straws everywhere #i still have assignments to do over the break grumble grumble but at least im freer to draw stuff for myself now 🎉🎉 #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

finally got around to starting tsr and. thats one hell of an intro.

#i regret not playing this sooner #i can sense that im gonna start another drawing and let my pile of work in progresses keep ever growing #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

peak comedy is when the video essayist goes "foreshadowing is a literary device-"

#watching a 1hr 30min vid essay on a game ive never heard before and rpg story writing theory and pitfalls #i may have never played sea of stars nor chrono trigger before but im doing menial graphic design work and i need background noise #sho.scramblin

[shokupanda]

okay so funny story: me and my friends made a dnd group (one of them knows a person whos experienced to dm since we all know jack shit abt dnd) and the first session was supposed to be last friday. we rescheduled like 4 times already by now. i am currently sitting in what was supposed to be a session but through comedic miscommunications the session still hasnt started yet bc someones cooking pasta. its one and a half hour past the supposed start time and i have to leave in one and a half hours. we have still not played a second of dnd.

#truly an authentic dnd experience i presume #sho.scramblin #ill post art soon i prommy its just this is killing me kjsdfbndskjfsd