#sighs and thinks abt how peipre cares so deeply about so many people but she’s so determined to not add to their problems that she ends up

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Girl help I’m on about peipre and yarrow hopelessly pining after each other the second the other one isn’t looking

#sighs and thinks abt how peipre cares so deeply about so many people but she’s so determined to not add to their problems that she ends up #putting up walls and when she’s too exhausted from that yarrow is the one she turns to. she falls apart in her arms. and yarrow holds her #while she puts herself back together. she helps where she can. thinks about how yarrow has mostly moved on from her death but those caverns #we’re her home and. she misses it. that homesick feeling like knots in your chest for a place where you were miserable you know you were #miserable… and yet. and yet. some little part of your brain full of the wonder from when you were small. full of that hope. some little part #of you says ‘but what if it’s different this time? what if it’s better?’ and sometimes you’re so sure you’ve moved on so much and then #suddenly it’s this raw bleeding aching thing and you don’t know where to turn because ther person you want to turn to does nothing good for #you. and you hate to say it but turning to anyone else feels like settling. and sometimes yarrow just needs to ask peipre to sing her into a #haze for a few hours. because it will pass- they both know it will. but damn if it doesn’t hurt until then. #I’m thinking about them catching glimpses of each other at work and they just smile a little because it’s like ah. there you are :) #I’m thinking about peipre helping yarrow recover when she got her horns cut. singing away her pain when she could. and I’m thinking about #yarrow being able to dance. she’s so much lighter since getting them cut down and she likes dancing again. and god does peipre like watching #her dance. thinking about how peipre would love people to the point of her own destruction. and yarrow calls her ass out for it. #and how they’ve known each other so long. they know each other so well. the feeling of their hands together is etched into their memories #like the echoes of waves in a cave. #augh #lays on the floor #peipre charme #Khalia yarrow #sip of gold