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damn-behzinga · 4 years

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Jordyn's Drabbles - Born This Way

Simon Minter (Miniminter) & Ethan Payne (Behzinga) Drabble

summary - The Sidemen do a photoshoot where they say their biggest insecurities.

warnings - insecurities, mentions of depression

a/n - inspired by Glee's performance of Born This Way

The sidemen had to do a shoot dedicated to the Young Minds charity where they wore a white shirt with black writing with their insecurities on it. They invited a lot of their friends along to help. It was to raise awareness of the stigma of men's mental health and how even the people who are deemed happy in every video, have something that makes them insecure.

They decided that for the first part of the shoot everyone was going to show each other. Simon was a ball of nervous energy, talking with all the friends that had shown up and trying to act like this wasn't the most nervous he had been ever. He chuckled as he talked to Callux and Will who were both joking about how the fans were going to react.

When talking to Freezy, Alex, and Jordz, Simon noticed how positive most of their friends were reacting. Sure, everyone was worried but most of them were talking about how this was going to impact their audiences.

Simon played with his zip nervously as the were called to the backdrop. He gulped and took his position next to Josh and Vik.

When the photographer clapped, the seven friends each took off their jackets and turned to show each other what they said.

Simon felt bad when he realised that that majority of the sidemen were wearing less deep shirts. JJ's said his forehead, Vik said not funny, Tobi's said procrastination, Harry said his laugh and Josh said how he's an overthinker.

Simon turned to look at Ethan, who's top simply said 'Depressed'. Simon felt a weight lift off his shoulders as he showed his, 'Not good enough'. The two of them immediately engulfed each other, finding comfort in their presence. Yeah, their insecurities were on the internet permantaly but they found a comfort in one and other.

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Simon In The Bathroom

Simon Minter Centric

summary - Simon gets ditched by his one friend at a party, now he’s crying in the bathroom

warnings - crying, panic attack references, being ditched by friends, swearing, low self esteem

a/n - based heavily on Michael In The Bathroom from Be More Chill which you can listen to here

masterlist & request info - REQUESTS ARE CLOSED

Simon didn't expect his Saturday night to include him sneaking into the party at one of the biggest houses he'd ever seen. He tried his best to blend in and to try to find his best friend in the sea of drunk people. He continued to avoid everyone the best he could as he searched for his best friend.

Simon quickly noticed him in the sea of people sat a few meters away. Simon watched wearily, fighting the instinct to go and slap JJ's face for even thinking about hanging around those people. JJ excused himself from the table, smiling politely before exiting the room and walking up the stairs. Simon followed, trying his best not to look creepy as he waited for JJ outside the bathroom.

The door opened and immediately Simon was face to face with a startled JJ.

"Can we talk?" Simon begged.

JJ looked around, hesitating slightly as he whispered, "Okay."

Simon smiled walking into the bathroom and shutting the door behind him.

"I didn't know you were here," JJ said, eyebrows furrowed.

"I wasn't invited." Simon shrugged.

JJ was about to speak but Simon swiftly cut him off.

"But that's not important. JJ, what's going on? You've been ignoring me." He asked. "Did I do something?" He rubbed the back of his neck as he looked at his best friend.

"You didn't do anything," JJ stated firmly.

"Well, it sure feels like I did!" Simon retorted. "I looked into the management. Jide, you need to get out of there, I talked to a guy who used to work with them - he's in therapy now. We can find a loophole in the contract or-"

"Can't you just be happy for me?" JJ snapped. "I've worked hard for this."

"I'm not saying you haven't, Jide, but they're manipulating you!"

"They're helping me!" JJ exclaimed. "It's my life, Simon. And you know what? I don't think I want you part of it anymore." And with that, JJ turned and ran out the door. Simon stared at the door before quickly walking towards it and locking the door.

It felt as though someone had suddenly broken every one of his ribs and stabbed them into his heart. He slid down the door, slowly sitting down and resting his head between his knees.

Simon felt so lonely in the small bathroom despite one of the biggest parties he's ever sneaked into going on a room away. What happened to him and JJ against the world? He hadn't done anything wrong had he? So, why was Simon feeling the loneliest he's felt in a long time? His only friend had just ditched him, for a shitty management company.

Simon in the bathroom at a party, he didn't know how much time had passed. He was no longer Simon and JJ, it was Simon. He was just Simon in the bathroom, all alone.

Simon hugged his knees when he heard five fast knocks on the door.

He ignored them, too submerged in his sadness. The knocks started again.

"No, you can't come in!" Simon exclaimed at the knocks.

"Other people need to use the bathroom you know!" The girl yelled back.

"I'm on my period," Simon replied, making his voice slightly higher pitched. He cursed himself for the shitty excuse.

"Oh. Take your time." The girl said, kinder this time, her heels signalling her exit.

Simon sighed and grieved the friendship that quickly got flushed away. He didn't understand how fifteen years of friendship could be thrown away so quickly. Thrown away for a dodgy management company who told JJ to never talk to his friends and family again.

Simon needed to leave this shitty party as soon as possible because he didn't know if he could handle the people questioning who he was and why he was at the party. He wanted to go home, just sit in his room and watch some shitty horror movie.

He went to reach for the door handle when he heard JJ's loud laugh echo into his ears. His hand froze and Simon backed away from the door and slid down the wall. JJ was having fun with people ten times cooler than Simon and had no guilt towards how shit he made his long time friend. Simon was officially alone.

Simon felt tears escape when he heard the familiar opening notes to Whitney Houston's song. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on something to ground him, whether it was the small droplets escaping the leaky tap or the lyrics to the song that Simon loved dearly.

"I wanna dance with somebody." He sang quietly, the sound leaving a sour taste in Simon's mouth.

"I wanna dance with somebody!" He heard a drunk girl sing poorly as she walked past the door. Her singing was completely off-key and mismatched Simon's sadness. Simon would normally laugh at the sound of drunk singing but now it just made him want to cry harder, the memory of him and JJ only a few months ago radiating in his brain.

Simon didn't know if he regretted the beers or not. If he had drunk more then maybe he could forget the interaction altogether. Why hadn't it gone smoothly as Simon had imagined? He choked on a sob.

"I'll blame it on the weed or something," Simon whispered to himself as he saw his red eyes and wet cheeks. He wiped at his eyes roughly, desperate to stop being so vulnerable to his reflection.

Knock, knock, knock, knock.

Simon knew whoever was at the door would start yelling at him soon and he desperately wanted them to leave as soon as possible.

Knock, knock knock, knock.

"I'll be out soon!" Simon exclaimed, his voice cracks but he doesn't acknowledge it.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.

Simon pulled at his hair, no one could find him like this, a mess on someone's bathroom floor. Ditched by his only friend.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.

Simon had been ditched by the one person who knew of his constant battle between himself.

Clang, clang, clang, clang.

Simon could suddenly hear the pipes in the house and all the water running through them. He felt like a balloon about to burst.

Bang, bang, bang, bang.

Simon shouldn't have shown up. He shakily runs to the sink and turns on the tap.

He should have never gone to the party.

Splash.

Water made its way down Simon's face and he felt as though he could finally breathe. He made his way to the door when he realised there wasn't any knocking anymore.

Simon desperately wished that he never convinced JJ to take the management opportunity because now it had turned and slapped him in the face. Simon was going to be alone forever because he encouraged a bad choice. Simon looked at himself in the mirror. Oh, how he wished he wasn't alone in his reflection. But there was no denying it, he was alone.

Simon was alone at the party he hadn't even been invited to. He broke into a sob. Simon pulled at his hair, trying desperately to calm down. Why didn't he just stay home and watch porn or something? Why did he have to come to this stupid party? Why was he even born? Simon felt embarrassment flow through his veins as he looked at himself in the mirror.

'Loner, stoner, the fucking awkward guy who drives a shitty Audi.' Simon thought bitterly. 'That's all I am to them. A loser. I'm Simon in the bathroom by himself. None of them know who I am, they just think I'm a loner.'

Simon opened the door to the bathroom and sped walked to the door before a hand grabbed him.

"Hey, Simon, right?" Simon made eye contact with Josh. "You enjoying the party?"

"You don't know anything about me. It's fucking awesome party. I'm so glad I came." Simon felt tears burn in the back of his eyes. Simon pulled his wrist from Josh's s grip and walked out of the house.

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damn-behzinga · 4 years

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Damn-Behzinga’s Masterlist

angst - 🌧️

fluff - ☀️

favourite - 👑

⚡ The Eboys ⚡

Will Lenney (Willne)

The Veteran - The reader surprises Will at a panel after fighting in another country for a year. (X Reader) ☀️

Kissing In The Rain - Will’s friends meet his girlfriend for the first time but the couple is to busy having an argument. (X Reader) ☀️

Pancakes, Anyone? - You make breakfast for everyone after a night out and Will realises how much he loves you. (X Reader) ☀️

Nail Polish - You and Will have a pamper night (X Reader) 👑☀️

Moving In - Will and Gee get a new neighbour and Will happens to find her very cute. (X Reader) ☀️

Get Better - Will helps you through a bad day of depression. (X Reader)🌧️

A Little Bit More - Will and Reader recite their vows at their wedding. (X Reader)☀️

Tough Guy - Will and Reader are complete opposites but somehow have a strong bond. (X Reader)☀️

Will’s Friend Otis - Will gets a dog to help with some problems he’s having, Will can’t find his confidence to talk to his friends. (Centric) 👑🌧️

Toxic - Part Two of WFO, a look through social media as Will deals with his mental health 🌧️

Hometown - Part Three of WFO, Will goes home to take care of himself but re-lives the worst memories possible 🌧️

Will Comes Home - Part Four of WFO, Will comes home and tries to do a Livestream. Stephen doesn’t let it happen for obvious reasons. 🌧️

Taking A Leap - You are scared of love, Will isn’t (X Reader) 🌧️

Deserving - You get fired from your job and Will comforts you (X Reader)🌧️☀️

Alex Elmslie (ImAllexx)

First Kiss - You have your first kiss with Alex after he lists the things he loves about you. (X Reader ☀️)

Hurt Me Once - Alex knows what his partner has been getting up to (X Reader)

James Marriott

Enough - Reader is content with the relationship they have with James, they decide to go public. (X Reader) 👑☀️

You Walked In And My Heart Went Boom - Reader and James have a heart to heart at 3am (X Reader)☀️

Grow As We Go - Reader thinks they need to break up with James in order to figure themselves out. Part of the Ben Platt Writing Challenge (X Reader)🌧️☀️

George (Memeulous)

Protective - George gets protective when Reader gets assaulted, he decides to do something about it. (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Temporary Love - George doesn’t want this to be a one-time thing… Part of the Ben Platt Writing Challenge (X Reader) 👑🌧️☀️

✨ SIDEMEN ✨

Ethan Payne (Behzinga)

Baby Behzinga Meets Her Uncles - The Sidemen meet your month old daughter (X Reader) 👑☀️

“Dad, Can’t you hear me?” - Ethan opens up about his dad, the sidemen don’t realise how truly scary it is. (Centric)🌧️

Hush Hush - You are JJ’s best friend, he warned his friends not to date you, Ethan doesn’t listen. (X Reader)☀️🌧️

After Meeting A Little Early - You and Ethan have a son at the age of seventeen. the sidemen love him to pieces. (X Reader)☀️

Happy Hours - Ethan talks about you and your son on the Happy Hour podcast. Part 2 of AMALE (X Reader)☀️

Hooked - after a little too much drinking after JJ V Logan Paul, you and Ethan hook up (X Reader) ☀️

Doubt - Ethan has his doubts about being a father but you easily soothe him. (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Top - Ethan sees you wearing his top and he decides to tell you something. (X Reader) ☀️

Losing The War Against Himself - Ethan is losing the war against his depression but other soldiers are going to fight beside him and help him win. (Cenric) 🌧️

Falling On The Battle Field - Ethan tries to take his own life, the sidemen try to cope (Centric) Part Two of LTWAH 🌧️

I Can’t Wait For Forever - The Sidemen film your’s and Ethan’s weddings, here are the fan favourite bits (X Reader)☀️

Secrets Always Come To Surface - Ethan’s secret gets revealed when someone appears out of the blue. (Centric)🌧️

Together In Isolation - Ethan loves to spend time with you in quarantine (X Reader)☀️

A Painful Memory - The Sidemen Roast is all fun and games until someone jokes about Ethan’s friend who passed away. (X Reader)🌧️

Fitting In - Ethan introduces you to his friends, you get a bit insecure because you’re a bit bigger then other girls (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

To Be Free Again - Ethan gets into a car accident and has to learn to walk again. There are moments where he wanted to give up but he quickly had his friends help him feel better again. These are some of those moments. (centric)🌧️

Dumb Ass Love - If Ethan had to chose between men being horrid to you or a bloody nose, he would chose the latter. (X Reader) ☀️

Unclear - Ethan’s addicted to heroin, the boys have to find a way to help him (Centric)🌧️

Best Couple On YouTube - You and Ethan take part in Simon’s Best Couple On YouTube series. (X Reader) ☀️

Unconventional Family - Ethan meets his half sister for the first time and he decides she should meet his family, the sidemen.(OC & Ethan Centric)☀️

Heart Pains - Ethan has a lot of things that he wanted to do before he hit thirty, having a heart attack and almost dying was not one of them. (Centric) 🌧

Harry Lewis (Wroetoshaw)

Tranquil - You and Harry are soft when others aren’t around. (X Reader)☀️

livestream - harry watches your livestream and realises you’re not okay (X Reader)🌧️☀️

What He Thinks - Not What He Is - Harry finished filming with the weight gained video and he feels terrible about himself so you have to teach him otherwise (X Reader)🌧️☀️

Moment To Moment - This is Harry’s story of his relationship with an abusive woman. (Centric) 👑🌧️

Flustered - Harry gets flustered when a pretty girl comes in for a speed dating video (X Reader)☀️

Medication - Harry suffers from bipolar disorder and has medication, it’s awkward when his friends find out. (Centric)🌧️

Surprise - Harry thinks the biggest surprise of the day was the boys forgetting his birthday, little does he know. (Centric)🌧️☀️

Waltzing - You teach the Sidemen to waltz, Harry gets partnered up with you (X Reader)☀️

Date Night In Isolation - The activities you and Harry get up to in quarantine. (X Reader)☀️

Unexpected But Adorable - You and Harry are famous Youtubers, no one expects your relationship (X Reader)☀️

Nightmares - You have vivid nightmares, thankfully, Harry knows what to do. (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Cuddle Time - Harry wants to cuddle, the boys happily oblige. (Centric) ☀️

Taken Over - Harry has a seizure after a shoot, the guys help him. (Centric) 🌧️

JJ Olatunji (KSI)

Helpless - You perform your first show as Eliza Schylur for the music Hamilton and JJ supports you. (X Reader) ☀️

Jealous, Babe? - You watch Jaackmaate, JJ is jealous (X Reader) ☀️

Caring - JJ takes care of you whilst your sick (X Reader) ☀️

Not To Blame - You go to a party with all your friends, the night takes a twisted turn and JJ tries to understand it. (X Reader/platonic or romantic) 🌧️

Josh Bradley (Zerkaa)

Not Your Anxiety - The Sidemen don’t know how to handle Josh’s panic attack, luckily Freya is the best. (centric) 🌧️

Hard Worker Shouldn’t Over Work - Josh tends to overwork himself but luckily has amazing friends surrounding him. (centric)🌧️☀️

Mine - You love Josh. Josh loves you. If only love were that simple. (X Reader) 🌧

Vik Barn (Vikkstar123)

Not Just Banter - Sometimes, Sidemen banter goes too far and Vik needs comforting (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Meeting On Minecraft - You and Vik met online playing Minecraft and now you meet in real life (X Reader) ☀️

Tobi Brown (tbjzl)

Small Comments - You and Tobi promised each other that you wouldn’t go public, so why was the comment left in the video? (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Falling - You and Tobi were on the lowdown, but what is he doing with that other girl? (X Reader)🌧️

Simon Minter (Miniminter)

Antics - You and Simon have a fun night out and have to get your drunken selves home (X Reader) ☀️

Simon In The Bathroom - Simon gets ditched by his one friend at a party, now he’s alone in the bathroom (Centic) 🌧️

THE GROUP

Acceptance - You come out to the sidemen as a bisexual (Sidemen & Non-specified reader)

🔥 + FRIENDS 🔥

Stephen Lawson (StephenTries)

Brother’s Best Friend - You are Will’s twin sister and Stephen might be developing an itsy bitsy, small crush on you. (X Reader) ☀️

Callum McGinley (Callux)

The Most Confident - Cal meets Harry’s old school friend, he likes her immediately but is she too cool for him? (X Reader) 🌧️☀️

Talia Mar

Strawberries + Cigarettes- Talia reveals her relationship with the reader through her music video for her song Strawberries + Cigarettes (X Reader) ☀️

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