#sluggishly sobbing and clawing at my tablet. im in a laughingstock mood

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

mmm... scribbling is not in the cards today it seems...

#it may be due to the fact that i havent slept and its almost 2 pm and im Very Quickly Ascending From This Plane #sluggishly sobbing and clawing at my tablet. im in a laughingstock mood #i want to draw them... being soft... being silly... being #my attempts are Not Working #fine! ill. idk what ill do. rot ig #its a rotting day #WAIT NO FUCK ILL FINISH MY PALTRY RESUME #ugh but i dont wanna do my resume. i wanna doodle laughingstock #SOOOOOO many thoughts about them #many emotions #much feeling. yes. #absolutely unprompted #and i wanted to finish up that comm... and do that other thing for my buddy.... #ill do it when i inevitably wake up at 3 am after falling asleep at 9 #gonna do my resume... see if i have any asks i can answer without an added Scribble... maybe write something idk... #ive been saying 'im gonna write' for two months now. one day it wont be a lie #*gazes longingly at my dc wips. and that one snufkin wip.* #well we can subside off of the queue for a day or two longer #plany of thyme to get my shit Together and continue the outfit asks #theyre gonna be posted slowly since i want to group them as much as possible #except todays. todays is its own thing bc i went a little Ham with it #yall will see in about an hour #now if you'll excuse me im gonna grab the pickle jar and stare into the middle distance for the next thirty minutes