#smth weird happened last night and im p sure someone was sus of me

[semercury]

I am so normal and don't freak out over things completely outside of my control that will most likely be okay [lie]

#stuff sarah says #the tldr is im afraid im going to get banned in my fave game #smth weird happened last night and im p sure someone was sus of me #i dont have an answer for why it happened. the game is buggy as hell already #theres also a hacker problem and it could have been someone else hacking and trying to frame me #i don't trust bhvr. im scared they will ban me with little proof #even tho i did nothing wrong. bc i didnt. im not smart enough to hack and i dont want to pay a monthly fee for hacks #i want to be good ag the game bc im good. like that matters to me #im so scared smth will happen from this tho #ive put so much time effort and money into thos game bc i truly love it #i wrote 50k words basically as a love letter to the lore and certain characters and i have more to write #and the idea that that could all be taken away from me is like? #like. again. im sure it will be fine #i dont even know if anyone reported me. i dont know how they go about investigations. how thorough they are #just the idea that it could happen has me feeling awful #i thought i was going to throw up last night i was so anxious #my stomach is still so upset and im scared im going to become afraid to eat again bc of it