#so as a result. my clown propoganda has gotten a christian twist for some reason??? and i said this to jay last night and he said im crazy.

[bukuoshin]

Clowns are the purest expression of God's love for humanity and this Earth and its creatures, so jot that down real quick.

#rae rants #for the folks with coulrophobia (insert morshu flipping off image here) #this girl i had a job with in 2019 has it and. shes always been a little weird in a specific way that does not mesh with me-- #like ive never been. just incompatible with some1 before; theres no reason why. i just do not like her. #but hating clowns is where i draw the line. #for reference. cuz idt ive brought i up in a while. my grandpa was a shriner (despite me being poor my whole life?) #so we went to the shriner circus a lot when i was a kid. and like. the clowns knew me. i would go up w my lil clown yearbook and theyd go #'oh bukus here. lets sign your little book. i like your dress; wanna hold a baby grizzly bear? lets take you to hold the grizzly bear.' #... they should not have had a grizzly bear or elephants. one year they had a kangaroo boxing and not the next so like. #i can imagine what happened with the kangaroo. why do they teach those things to fight humans then go 'oh no! its fighting humans!' #but. point is. clowns were the only good thing in my life until i was like 9 when we quit going. and then i wasnt happy again until 2013. #... for reference. i am not a christian. and do not believe in a capital G 'God'. #but the fact that i know abt the clown ministries (and that a lot of clowns are like. devout christians) paired w the only person i know #who hates clowns being the single most christian person in my current life (the lances moved; there is no longer a christian cult at the #end of my block) is so strange to me. like. theyre christian. youre christian. they like you (clowns love everyone) shouldnt you like them? #so as a result. my clown propoganda has gotten a christian twist for some reason??? and i said this to jay last night and he said im crazy.