#so every time i do remember its like eeuugugh I Forgot This Feeling

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#idk why im thinking about the shooting rn but i am and its fucking me up a 🤏lil bit #i just think i so immediately discarded the terror of the moment once we were safe that it doesnt even feel like it belongs to me anymore #so every time i do remember its like eeuugugh I Forgot This Feeling #i recognize it from nightmares but its so strange that i now have to recognize it from a real event that happened to me #anyways i threw up five times last night and im changing my hair tomorrow so im gonna be a whole new person inside and out come tuesday #we are Moving on #-this message was not endorsed by a licensed therapist-