#so u can imagine the sickening emotions abt personhood and nostalgia have been very intense recently

[grubbygrrrl]

girls these days aren’t even allowed to be sick and afraid while thinking about iterations of the self and all the selves they’ve been

#i need to get irls off here bc i have THINGS! i want to say in the tags #wtv i’ll say em #sure i miss my ex (and this fact makes me sick and i’m figuring it out) #but i also miss SO intensely the person i was while we were together #i miss that me and i’ll never get them back and i’m mourning that #as much as i am mourning the relationship #also my dissociation has been really bad and i’m literally in my childhood bedroom #so u can imagine the sickening emotions abt personhood and nostalgia have been very intense recently #but umm whatever something something u should probably just sleep u’ll feel better #NO what if i stayed up going crazy u cant stop me!!!!