#so yeah might write a fanfic to try nd cope or i might just sleep idk

[autistic-katara]

alr ignore everything i said im fine

#can’t remember how many posts i made abt that but after hysterically crying/having an anxiety attack in the shower #+ smoking the majority of a cigarette which i’m almost definitely allergic to #i’m fine #the weird dizzy affect i get calms me down in the moment #so i am not at risk of anything but possibly getting in major trouble if one of my parents decides to go into my bathroom before the smell #clears away #and i’ve managed to get myself to a point where i’m almost definitely not gonna throw up #so yeah might write a fanfic to try nd cope or i might just sleep idk #my short term problems r solved even if my long term ones rlly arent #it’s almost 2am rn ignore me #ryan shut the fuck up