#sometimes i really do be wishin i was an extrovert

[peachcitt]

i spent almost the entirety of last week spending as much of my time as i could alone to recharge and then i spent friday, yesterday, and today around people and now i can just tell that my battery is OUT what the fuck

#peach rambles #g o d f u c k i n g s h i t #like when my battery is out i just get really mean and irritable and it’s happening and i just want to be alone #but all of my roommates fixate on my behavior because theyre not like me like they don’t extended periods of time alone to be okay #but i DO so when i have to be alone they always make it a Huge Thing when it’s not that big of a deal #and it just FUCKING SUCKS like i was alone all this past week!!!! and two and a half ish days of being around people i enjoy #and now all that hard work is???? fuckign gone?????? #i hate it here (in my brain) #sometimes i really do be wishin i was an extrovert #i feel like that would make a lot of my life so much easier but here i am. ssufferin g #anyways im fine everything is fine