#srsly tho. itll be hard but we need to liwer our gaurd a bit. not to make us vulnerable but so we dont get so caught up in the past that

[sillypilled-friendcel]

ignore this

#(theyre reasoning: #we recognize it as a temp agreement made for the purpose of giving us some sort of income and independence until we get a job) #(my reasoning: #the stuff we do is all stuff we'd do anyways out of obligation (or enjoyment for certain things) anyways) #(verdict: #still out) #(conclusion: #either way we take it for granted that we have this opportunity in the first place. we've gotten used to living pretty damn comfortably #and we need to take a step back every now and then and realize how lucky we are. #maybe stop worrying over things like this and consider more “what can [i] do to help others” or whatever else #<- voice of a girl who wants to do volunteer work again so fucking bad #anyways long storg short: appreciate what youve got and know it wont last forever. you have it better than most and #it may be difficult to believe how good they are when theyve hurt you so badly but [one of them is] trying to change for the better #and that diesnt mean you need to forgive them but it does mean you need to try living less in alert mode #<- talking to a boy with “live in alert mode disorder” lol #srsly tho. itll be hard but we need to liwer our gaurd a bit. not to make us vulnerable but so we dont get so caught up in the past that #we reject that present and fuck up the future. #youre friends (probably) like you #even if youre annoying #and you're a lot safer than youve ever been before. have hope they'll be gone soon and then you'll be even safer. #youre living a relatively good life nowadays (esp in comparison) and you dont want to miss it or take it for advantage #youre doing youre best. if someone had a problem they'd tell you. maybe try to ramble ur thoughts less. #just delete the damn messages next time if you really can't help it #<- you dont realize youre doing it until after its done so best option probably #also try to get more sleep. take ur meds on time. #also also respond to your roleplay #also also also roy hasnt made the rp starter yet. consider trying to make one? itll be a challenge but you need that challenge #<- relevant: make hcs for ur characters and add them to proper channel mwh #<- <- <- all today. please. #)