#sry sry im having an absolute blast 😌

[fyodorkitkat]

After years of joking around about how I don't understand how or why bsd took ahold of me like it did and has yet to let go while I am more casual about basically every other series I enjoy I finally figured it out.

It is literally "Guys in Distress" the series

#even during silly ass season 1. the GID was there still #and now? it is off the charts #on all levels injuries emotional damage suffering screaming agony endurance fuck my life #it is also probably why im so relaxed and accepting of things that ppl rag on about it within the fandom no matter when they are valid #criticisms. like im just here to have a good time sry #when im not necessarily that relaxed or unopinionated about other things at all lol #ironically it was the dead husband club collage that made me realize this beyond me just joking about certain scenes being lue's rights #like why didnt i fully connect the dots before duh #also why im probably not capable of reacting with the same levels of grief as my fellow fyodor and nikolai lovers #sry sry im having an absolute blast 😌 #and i doubt anything could happen to cause me to drop it ever at this point this is just a long term derangement thing 🙏💀