#stay tuned for the self-enabling spiral lololol

[thesecondface]

general sentiment for the last few days:

sonny we slumpin' again

#been a WHILE since the Great Pit of 2021-2 #had a good four month break from generalised despair #but I think I am now crashing oops. what new hobbies shall I take up to stem the cracks #it is too hot to quilt. if i switch on my ironing box i instantly crave death in that small hot room that is the study. #to bring back an age old question: shall I buy myself a violin #or is it bookbinding that I will take up instead? #or. shall I buy myself one of those grow your own mushroom boxes? i feel like i could plausibly grow mushrooms. safer than green plants #which I have alas no aptitude for (sprout a bean experiment of 2015: bean rotted away in jar. awful awful smell. never again planting bean) #might have been 2011 idk all the years of my youth blend together #stay tuned for the self-enabling spiral lololol #i am going to extreme hobby my way outta this #side note: pebble is a flint nodule from cretaceous chalk in brighton