#still has to use it in general life bc my country is trash but weh

[lunian]

still so strange discovering my gender, so many times I think "that's what any women can like/do/prefer/feel too, you are not something different actually" but then getting back to "yes but no, I like it bc I feel like something different.. more than woman, more than man... it's neither, it's both, it's something third, its something i want to be but who i still havent found yet, but its there and its waiting to be born" and I still don't know what I mean by that

but its coming up to be someone cool, I hope

#hmmmm yeah #now I hesitate to use she her pronouns in safe spaces #still has to use it in general life bc my country is trash but weh #and my language is not making it easier #what I fell in love in BG3 tho how in russian they them pronouns works so fun and i felt it in dialogues #everyone in my life get confused why i created non binary character like dude its... its hard to explain to almost anyone yeah #mystuff