#still mourning the loss of the community position that legit made my life feel meaningful

[christinaseas]

i gotta stop comparing my current to where i was two years ago, but it's fucking hard

#gotta move back in with my parents #no job prospects in sight #still mourning the loss of the community position that legit made my life feel meaningful #whereas in 2021 #had just gotten a job offer making more money than i ever imagined #i was apartment hunting #i felt passion i thout was no longer possible since becoming too sick for outdoor adventuring in 2011