#study without me feeling added pressure bc of the job & come july i'll be two years clean <33 so yay for me 👏

[ronanlynchbf]

basically there's been a void inside of me since i was 6 and that's what's wrong with me.

#YO BRO DESTINED TO NEVER BELONG 👆🔥🔥🙏💥💯❗❗❗ #r.txt #like. ever since i was a little kid i've felt a sense of alienation and lonesomeness whenever wherever & it's only gotten worse over time #<- lonesomeness really THE adam parrish word i can't not think of him whenever i use it. also shakira moment woo that wasn't intended but💪 #anyway. urgh. february's such a weird month tbh like one day i'm feeling fine the next i'm contemplating changing my entire life and then #i'm back to feeling fine and waxing poetic abt nature only to feel guilty for simply existing and like i'm never gonna be happy EVER in the #history of my life two days later........fuckass month. count ur days 🔫😐 #but we move 👍🙏💪 #in other more positive news that i am gonna focus on instead of the stupid february feelings: i've applied for a new ID yday which was long #overdue and i'm over halfway through the 500+ page book i was reading for exams and i'm getting a newspaper job so i'll have a little bit o #income and guaranteed at least an hour outside in the fresh air biking and walking every week and it'll also leave me with enough time to #study without me feeling added pressure bc of the job & come july i'll be two years clean <33 so yay for me 👏