#sure writing my memey chat fic doesn't take as much energy as other stuff

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#feel free to ignore me #i just gotta vent about pointless again and this is pretty much the only place i can do thag #i just don't know why i bother anymore #i am genuinely like i expect nothing and i'm still let down #sure writing my memey chat fic doesn't take as much energy as other stuff #but it still hurts when no one has anything to say about the new chapters #like there's still jokes i'm proud of and little callbacks to previous chapters and such #but no nothing about any of that #like this time i had people telling me to take care of myself irl which i appreciate it's very sweet of them #but i mean it took three days for me to write this chapter i know it doesn't seem like it but it did #could you at least tell me something just anything you liked about it? #am i actually being selfish wanting feedback this badly? because i always get people saying that whenever i ask people to comment #i don't know... i'm just constantly tired and pissed off nowadays #have been for the past year and a half cause this burnout just won't fuck off #i really am so close to giving up #like if one more story fails i'm just done i can't keep putting in all that effort to get nothing #delete later