#talking to my doctor recently about support systems and having to be like uh 😃 haha…

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#🍄.txt #this is soooo sad like is it really too much to ask for friends who like. actually want to listen to me #being everyone’s designated listening person is so exhausting literally genuinely truly #i finally started making friends on campus though that feel more than semester friends like i am literally gripping onto the table rn #i didn’t realize how much this bothered me before this semester when i actually started talking to people that i didn’t already know #it’s so. OUGH #like ok is this why i’m slowly starting to feel like an actual person #it’s so insane to me like on one hand thank you. finally #and on the other i’m looking at every interaction very very differently now #like. with the people i knew before this #talking to my doctor recently about support systems and having to be like uh 😃 haha… #and her looking at me like i was insane like ok maybe that isn’t normal actually #very fun very interestinggg <3