#tbc im not in an abusive situation just. a deeply stressful one lol

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me when far from home and family, in a comfortable environment where i can use my name and there's no city noises and great people and fascinating history: wow i feel great im up to do literally anything im full of energy and will

me when im home: i feel constantly exhausted and physically weak and anxious and passively suicidal and unable to do anything

#im sure this is normal #tbc im not in an abusive situation just. a deeply stressful one lol #eli talks