Ahhhh the job I thought i didn’t get bc they never got back to me after my interview (which I thought went really well) just reached out to me bc apparently the person they tried to hire backed out.,.. and now its gonna be like another month of wondering if I’m gonna have to decide if I want to move to another state where I don’t know anyone. And i was kind of relieved when i never heard back bc I’m really happy here with my family and gf and friends but the fact is my job here is a contract with very slim hopes of developing into a real job with benefits and i live with my parents bc i love them and our house and our town but i know i have to seriously consider this opportunity bc it would be a good career move and i want to live a rich and interesting life. But I don’t want to talk about it with anyone irl because my dad has covid which has been my number 1 fear since the start of the pandemic (he’s 71 and immunocompromised but he’s doing well and not needed the hospital) and I just want to be able to only worry about that I can’t even talk about the job thing which i drove myself and everyone around me crazy with already back in October. Which is why I’m just posting it vjfdhk I’m being tormented by forces beyond my control i feel like this is the sort of thing it would be really helpful to believe in God about
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I was hoping they’d announce when ny was gonna open back up soon bc my mom was reading an article the other day that was basically saying that it’s entirely possible that ny (and most of the other states in the northeast) may be really close to herd immunity already bc we got hit SO bad with covid in the beginning that they really have no idea how many people actually had it and bc most people are getting vaccinated (unlike some of these other states 🙄) like listen idc if I have to prove I’ve been vaccinated/test negative and wear a mask I just wanna see harry!!
MOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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