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#that game's confusing me someone please tell me if it's worth playing. like /srs i don't want to get it for nothing
lavenderwhore444 · 3 years
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Heyyy bestie so I was listening to this song that reminded me of ur writing and shigaraki it’s called fix me by Cuco, I was wondering if I can make a request based of that song.
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Fix Me
Okay, I tried to interpret the song but seriously, tell me if I did it wrong /srs.
Warnings: y/n is desperate and clingy, not taken advantage of per se but definitely taken for granted, oral giving and receiving, cock warming.
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It was another quiet day. Another quiet day that seemed so fucking loud. Shigaraki thought it would be nice to sit downstairs while Dabi and Toga were gone, but it was dumb and stupid. He felt the couch dip, and he looked over at you.
‘Why is she sitting so fucking close to me?’ he asked himself.
You eased the hand off his face.
“Hey, what the fu-”
“You're pretty, ” you murmured, putting father back on his face after admiring him for a moment.
“Excuse me?” he said, not knowing whether to blush or kill you.
“I said you're pretty Shigaraki. You should take the hand off more often so I can see your face, ” you said, smiling at the part of Shigaraki’s blush not covered by the hand.
“Don’t tell me what to do, ” he scoffed, going back to his game.
“Aw, don't act like that. I can see you blushing, Tomura. Can I call you Tomura? I'm gonna call you Tomura, ” you said, playing with his hair.
“Fucking stop it, ” he said, knocking your hand away. He saw a flash of hurt in your eyes and instantly regretted it.
“You're so mean to me, ” you sighed, getting up and dragging your feet up the stairs.
He cursed himself for pushing you away. Again. He was in love with you, and you were literally flirting with him, but you were right. He was so mean to you. He’d been rejected so many times that he just didn't see the point in having you when you'd leave him in a matter of months. It's better never to have you than to lose you.
Besides, when you did leave him, Shigaraki was worried he would hurt you. Everyone before had gotten a deadly high five when they hurt him. He was just too sensitive. It was pathetic. He was pathetic.
He spent the next four days holed up in his room. He just didn't want to see you or fuck up again. He didn't want to make you sad again. You were so wonderful, and he was just nothing. It was weak for the number one villain to cry over a girl, but you were really important to him. He couldn't help the tears that dripped down his face.
He was so sensitive, so stupid. Every time he loved someone, they hurt him. It wasn't even worth it. He wasn't even worth it. So no one was worried about him except for you. You waited patiently on the couch every day for him to come downstairs.
“Dabi, do you think he’s ok?” you asked, voice laced with worry.
“Y/n, he’s fine. Just give it up; he doesn't like us. He doesn't want to see us, ” he said.
“Oh, ” you whispered.
“Oh god, don't tell me you have a crush on handyman, ” he groaned.
You didn't answer the question, “I'm gonna go check on him, ”
“What flowers do you want at your funeral!” Dabi called.
You ignored him, knocking gently on his door, “tomura?” you called softly, “are you okay? I haven't seen you in days. I miss you, ”
“Go away, ” he snapped.
“I'm coming in, ” you said, easing the door open.
He was curled in his gaming chair, sniffling.
“I told you to go away, ” he muttered.
You sat across for him.
“Tell me what's wrong, please?” you whispered.
“No, ” he said, still crying.
You reached out to wipe away his tears, and to your surprise, he leaned into your touch.
“Y/n, ” he said, “what do you do if you love someone who will never love you back?”
You bit your lip, “I wish I knew. Maybe just tell them and get it out of the way? I don't know. I'm too scared to tell him, ”
You sat in silence for a minute.
“I think he likes you back. You're too god for him, though, ” Shigaraki said.
“What?” you asked, hoping you'd heard him right.
“I said I think Dabi likes you back, ” he repeated.
“Dabi?” you asked, confused.
He nodded, “well, that's who it is, right?”
You shook your head, “no, it’s um...nevermind, ”
He sighed, “I’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours, ” truthfully, the only reason Shigaraki wanted to know is so he could kill him.
You nodded hesitantly, “it’s um, it's you. You can fire me if you want. I won't be mad, ”
He cupped your face with four fingers and pressed his lips to yours. He gave you his first kiss. You smiled into the kiss, running your hands over the scars on his neck.
“I'm sorry, ” he said as he pulled away.
Your face fell, “what do you mean?”
“I know you don't really like me y/n. I shouldn't have kissed you. It probably grossed you out, ” Tomura said.
“No, that's not-”
“Hey, it's ok. You don't have to lie, ok? Just get out, ” he said, turning away again.
“No, ” you whispered, “I'm gonna stay. I like you a lot Tomura, ”
“Get out,” he said.
“No, I want to-”
“Get out!” he yelled, fists clenching.
When he finally looked at you, your eyes were filled with fear. He felt like shit. He always fucked this stuff up. He was so mean to you. Finally, you got up wordlessly and left.
“I'm so sorry, ” he whispered even though you were already in your room, crying silently.
Even after what happened that night, he found you sitting on the couch waiting for him. You had made up your mind to prove to him that you really had feelings for him. He sat on the far end of the couch, and you moved as close as you could to him. You laid your head on his shoulder.
“Good morning Tomura, ” you smiled, wrapping your arms around his waist.
He stayed silent, playing his game.
“You're so good at that, Shiggy. It's so cool, ” you said, looking up at him for approval.
His lips quirked up into a small smile, but he got rid of it just as quickly.
“I saw you smile!” you said happily, “that means I make you happy, just like you make me happy, ”
“Whatever, ” he muttered.
“You're so much nicer to me, ” you sighed, “you're so incredible, Shigaraki. You're such a good leader. You're so brave and strong, ”
He had to admit that the flattery was nice, but that didn't mean you liked him. Dabi probably dared you to do it. But maybe he’d hang on to the thought that you were honest, if only for a minute. That didn't mean he’d let you in, of course. Instead, he decided to throw you a bone.
“Maybe, but I'm not as pretty as you are y/n, ” he said, smirking.
You froze, and your eyes lit up, “Shiggy! Thank you!” you kissed him on the cheek.
He laughed, letting you lay on him for the rest of the day. Then, when you went on a mission the next day, you followed him around like a lost puppy, acting as a human shield before he pulled you out of the way, scolding you.
“But I don't want you to get hurt, ” you pouted as he bandaged up your arm back at the bar.
“I can't have you getting hurt either, ” he muttered.
You grinned from ear to ear, “you're so sweet, Shiggy, ”
“Get a room, ” Dabi yelled.
You looked up at Shigaraki, blushing.
He sighed, “you want to hang out in my room, don't you?”
You nodded eagerly.
“Fine, ” he muttered, “I’ll be up in a minute, ”
You ran upstairs happily.
“You can call her off now, Dabi. It’s getting annoying. Just let her win the bet, ” he said.
“A bet? Why the hell would I make a bet with y/n. She never loses. That'd be like trying to breathe water, ” he said, taking a drag from his cigarette.
“I’m serious. I’ll pay y/n or whatever but knock it off patchwork, ” Shigaraki said, losing his patience.
“Listen, creep; I didn't make any fucking bet with her. I don't even know what you're talking about, ” he said, walking out of the bar.
‘Maybe I was wrong. Maybe y/n really likes me, ” he thought.
He walked into his room to see you lying on the bed, reading the back of one of his games.
“Hey, don't touch that, ” he snapped, yanking the game from your hands.
You grabbed his hand and pulled him on top of you on the bed.
“What the hell are you doing, ” he said, rolling off of you.
You pulled yourself closer to him, “cuddle me, ”
He sighed and wrapped his arms around you. You gasped happily and snuggled into him.
“Y/n, ” Shigaraki said, “did Dabi dare you to do all of this?”
“Of course, ” you said.
His whole world shattered. He can't believe he fell for it. No one could love him. He was right all along. You could never love him. You would never love him.
“I wouldn't do my make-up like this unless he dared m- Shigaraki, are you ok?” You asked, seeing a tear roll down his cheek.
You gasped, “oh, you didn't mean the makeup. I'm so sorry, Shiggy. That's not what I meant. I really do like you, ”
“Get out, ” he muttered, more tears stinging his eyes.
“No, ” you said, “I'm not leaving. Not until you realize that none of this was a dare. I have real feelings for you, Shigaraki, ”
“Get out, ” he whispered, turning his back to you.
You tried to turn him back to you but weren't strong enough, so you climbed over him and shoved yourself into his chest.
“Dont cry, please, ” you whispered.
He tried to turn away again, but you held on too tightly, and he ended up turning both of you. After that, you just snuggled into him more.
“Look, ” he said, “I’ll pay you whatever he promised, ok?”
“No, ” you said, “no one's paying me anything, Shig. No one told me to do any of this. Actually, Dabi told me not to, ”
“Whatever, ” he mumbled.
“How can I prove it to you?” You said, kissing the mole under his lips.
“Hmm, ” he said, sure you would refuse his request, “well, if you're so sure you like me, there would be no problem with you giving me your virginity, right?”
You smiled, ��no problem at all, Shiggy! I’d do anything to make you happy, ”
“Oh my god, you're serious, ” he whispered, looking down at you.
He smashed his lips into yours, grabbing at your hair. You groaned softly. He was finally kissing you. Shigaraki finally realized how you felt about him and felt the same way. You kissed back eagerly, wrapping your arms around his neck. When he finally pulled away, you were both out of breath.
You grinned, “told you I liked you, ”
He smiled, looking at you with loving eyes.
“So you're mine now, right?” he asked, kissing your forehead.
“Always was, ” you said, fiddling with the frayed strings of his hoodie.
He pulled you closer to him, “get some sleep, ok?”
“Ok, ” you whispered.
He fell asleep first, and his slow, steady breathing lulled you to sleep. The night passed peacefully. You were the first to wake up, stroking his hair.
“Good morning, ” you whispered as he woke up.
“Good morning, ” he mumbled, “you're still here?”
“Where else would I be?” you said.
“I dunno, ” he leaned down and kissed you.
You smiled as he kissed you. His chapped lips moved against yours. Days went by with you. You were always with him, content as long as you were in the same room as him. You could live without food or water but not without him. But he still felt so inadequate. Shigaraki just couldn't put his finger on why you liked him so much. He’d lie awake at night, watching you sleep on his chest. Sometimes you'd mutter things in your sleep, and almost all of them had to do with him. So why couldn't he just believe you? What was stopping him from seeing that you liked loved him?
“Tomu, are you okay?” you asked, sitting next to him on the bed.
“I’m not good enough for you y/n, ” he sighed.
“What? That's not true, ” you said, hugging him.
“I really like you y/n, ” he said.
It wasn't often Shigaraki said something like that. Instead, he showed his love through actions. Tomura would often pull you into his lap when you sat down, pull your hair back for you when it fell in front of your face, and even paused his game when you wanted a kiss.
You kissed him before saying, “I like you too, Tomura, obviously, ”
He shook his head, “I don't feel good enough for you y/n. How could you ever like someone like me? You're just so amazing and smart and pretty, and I'm-”
“You're perfect, Shiggy. You're everything I've ever wanted. I mean, you're gonna change the world. That's pretty fucking amazing, ” you interrupted.
He blushed, “promise? Promise you like me?”
“Promise, ” you said, kissing him.
When you pulled away, Shigaraki yanked you back by the hair, kissing you harder. You moaned into the kiss, and he smiled triumphantly. He pulled away to separate your lips with his thumb. He leaned back to kiss you and eased his tongue into your mouth. You accepted his affection eagerly, letting him kiss you with as much tongue as he wanted. You'd do anything to make him happy.
He pulled away, “I want to take off your shirt. Can I?”
You nodded, and he turned it into a pile of dust. Then, he stared hungrily at your tits.
“Are you sure? Y/n you should wait for someone you love-”
“I love you, Shiggy, ” you clapped a hand over your mouth.
After a moment, he whispered, “I love you too, ”
You grinned and hugged him, “oh, I’m so so glad!”
You pulled off your bra.
“Are you sure you want this?” he asked.
“Yes. Let me show you I want you. Then, just lie back, ” you said.
You ran your hands up and down his chest, pinching his nipples. He groaned softly.
“Oh god y/n, ” he whispered.
You leaned down and sucked on his right nipple while rubbing the other one.
“Fuck, ” he moaned.
He was so responsive, so sensitive in all the best ways. You kissed down to the hem of his pants slowly. He was panting the whole time, a tent forming in his pants. You unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down. His erection was even more prominent in his grey boxers. You gulped at the idea of pushing him down your throat, but you still pulled them down with determination. Anything to make him happy. You licked up his shaft twice before taking as much as you could in your mouth.
“Oh, thank you y/n, ” he gasped, “thank you so much, ”
He felt awful but so good when he came. He felt awful because it had only been five minutes but great because your mouth was fucking magical. You pulled away with a mouth full of cum. You gulped it down, sighing happily.
“I'm so so sorry, ” he sputtered, “I didn't mean to cum so early. It's just your mouth felt so good, and I couldn't stop it, ”
“It's okay, baby, ” you assured him, “I'm just glad I made you feel good, sweetheart, ”
He flipped you over, “I need you to cum, ”
He got rid of your pants and underwear, leaving you completely naked. He shoved his face into your pussy immediately. You yelped, not expecting him to do anything like this.
“Oh god, ” you moaned, “ah fuck, ”
He lapped up everything you had to offer. Drowning himself in you, you are the best, you are perfect. Shigaraki was sucking and licking everywhere he could. When he found your clit he sucked harshly, causing you to grind against him.
“Oh god, ” you moaned, “more please, ”
Of course, he obliged, adding in two of his fingers. They wiggled around for a while before finding a soft spongy patch. That really got you going as you thrashed around on the bed, whimpering and moaning.
“So close, ” you whispered.
He increased his efforts tenfold, letting you grind and hump his face. He was moaning too. How could he not? You were so wet and sweet on his tongue. Everything you did was perfect. He's addicted to you.
“Fuck, your so amazing, Tomura, ” you gasped as he began to push you over the edge.
He moaned into you. That's exactly what he always dreamed of hearing. Even after all the times he’d been hurt and broken, he still trusted you with his whole heart. Shigaraki knew you'd never break it. The only thing that was breaking was the knot that had tightened inside of you as you released onto his face, and he drank your juices eagerly.
You were panting as you played there, entirely spent. Shigaraki eased his cock into you; it didn't matter that it was soft. He put his head next to yours as the two of you laid chest to chest.
“This, ” he said, pressing his hand to your left breast, “is mine, ”
“My boob?” you asked.
“No, your heart silly, ” he said, nuzzling into your neck.
“Um, tomura, your dick is still inside of me. Are you ready to-”
He cut you off, “I wanna be close to you. Just let me leave it there, ” he murmured, already half asleep.
“Okay, ” you whispered, falling asleep with him inside of you.
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