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Friday, October 11th, 23:53

At first I thought this would be a horrible idea, with this I mean the whole me blogging thing. Acknowledging what I feel, wanting to express myself and actually writing it down, people would say it’s so 2009. And maybe it is, but I like it and it helps me escape. I don’t mean to sound all say when I say ‘escape’, but it’s the truth, writing is the only time I actually feel at peace and one of the few things I genuinely like doing. And for the record, 2009 was a good year. Anyways putting all that aside, let me explain how we got here..

It was the first day of Autumn break and I was ready to make something of it, and more importantly, of myself. This would be my year to finally focus on school and show everybody how big of a brain I’ve actually got. After some knockdowns over the past couple of years, I was ready, I really was. So, with that being said, I might still care what people think of me, even though I pretend I don’t, but hey, I’m an 18 year old girl in a small town where everybody has the same mindset, and if yours is different.. well.. Hasta la vista baby. That’s why it’s so important to me to show that everyone should be given a chance to make something of themselves, in their own way, even if it doesn’t match the standard.

Still haven’t told you how we got here, but I’m getting there I promise. Like I said, I’m no stranger to gut punches and setbacks, but I also want to prove that no matter how many times that happens, you can get back out there and show them who you are and that they can’t mess with you and that you will keep on fighting. So maybe that’s part of the reason why I’m starting this journey, out in the public. To show everybody that all it takes is a little courage and some help. You are not alone, we all have our own problems and we just have to keep holding on. It will get better.

As you are not alone, neither am I. I was never the type to publicly talk about stuff like this, but since it’s 2019 and mental health issues among us are still growing every year, I feel like I have to. So I guess that is the true reason I started writing this, to find out if there was any use in being so public about this and also because I LOVE to write and I love to help. Not only you guys, but helping myself, this blog is a way of expressing who I am and who I want to be. I’m ready to be true to myself and found out who I’m becoming. 

I still don’t even know if anybody will ever read this, but if you do, I’m glas. This blog will be all about my daily struggles in life and I’m going to try to post as often as I can. I hope someone gets something out of reading this, even just a 5 minute feeling that somebody else understands, and once again you’re not alone. And neither am I.

I’m That Girl and welcome to my life.

Love.

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