#thats psrt of it but i like blaming things on t. nearly a year and a half mm crazy i need to set an appointment ill do that tmr.

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woah they werent lying being on t does fuck w your feeling and perception

#idk if perception is the right word but like. i was moving a cart on the back dock and knocked over some syrup bottles (plastic so didnt #break) and the guy helped me pick them up but idk i was moving the cart roughly and knew id knock smthn over and i didnt apologize #this is just an example its so weird. everything just washes over me i dont react as much as i used to to p much anything and i #already had low reactions because autism now its like. okay :| to everything. letting things wash over me like a fine mist but its like #serious stuff and i dont even realize til hours later. i also feel no shame im like that post abt sasuke having his shame part of his brain #removed pre shippuden ykw maybe he is trans and got on t during that that explains it 😭😭 but its crazyyyyy everything feels like its in #static me spilling smthn or tripping or running jnto smthn that would have killed me w embarassment is just no reaction as long #as i didnt get hurt or damage anything. maybe im just maturing like im not a teenager anymore im sure #thats psrt of it but i like blaming things on t. nearly a year and a half mm crazy i need to set an appointment ill do that tmr. #sigh. mm okay. yippee #t shot tonight ill do that afrer i brush teetb. im sweaty but ill shower in the morning because im washing sheets tmr. #okay!!