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#the constant divagation that made you cry at night for no reason
consciouschunkofmoss
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#theres always those little details about your childhood that stick to your mind you later on figure out to be a huge deal actually
#theres always those lingering feelings from when you were young that haunt your actions and ways of thinking to this very day
#but you never question that
#because to you its normal
#figuring out that many many things that happened in my head are maybe. just maybe not that normal makes me feel insane
#and i hate myself for not having the right words to use
#but i dont know how longer i can deal with my own bullshit without feeling like both a complete fucking liar and a total stranger
#living a whole life with the constant paranoia of being watched
#passing through years of school feeling so disconnected you cant bear a single class without any external and constant outlets
#otherwise without those outlets not even having control over your own fucking body and what happened to it while you were out
#or whatever other term there might be
#randomly bursting into tears because your mind by sheer force made you think about things you werent even a slightest bit fond of
#spending such long periods of time trying to tell if what you were living was an actual thing or just purely fabricated
#dreading the times at which you just had no agency over your own spiraling thoughts when getting even if slightly upset
#just completely not knowing if what you were going through was a real thing or just a dream (past memories being even more messy)
#the constant pressure and fog wrapped around your brain
#all the stress you had to deal with solely for not being able to tell so clearly as the others your age what was really present or not
#the constant divagation that made you cry at night for no reason
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