#the fact that i lost onw of the only two people i had closest to me that i could somehow rely on

[the-acid-pear]

Fought with my dad again 👍 Hopeless ass situation. This is like being in the city except I don't even have a bed or a radiator. He's being such a monumental cunt tho I'm so tired of his refusal to get his shit together. Imma do some jigsaw shit to this man see if that makes a change somehow.

#luly talks #[heavily distorted voice] hello Father. For the last past months you've been getting increasingly selfish and distant; refusing to reach a #helping hand to your supposed loved ones even when they needed the most. today this will change. before you is etc etc #i actually own a puppet though she's a hand puppet w rods. like a muppet! #i love her her name is Roxy #oh btw this all started because i told him both family and friends need to reach out when trying to form an intervention for an addict #in this case his supposed friend. the man he literally called his best friend multiple times. so i literally called him out in that his whol #e ''oh he can die for all i care'' behavior is just bullshit. that's not a friend. #just sent him a testament on the phone ahaaa and im crying bc i brought up my grandma 👍👍👍👍 #if i could simply go back to her home and stay with her and just god and just talk about everything again im gonna throw up #i actually avoided talking about her w him in a mourning manner because i didnt want to use that card FOR MY FUCKING SAKE #but it's the last thing on my deck #the fact that i lost onw of the only two people i had closest to me that i could somehow rely on #I'm so tired of this shit of the fact because of his shit i ned to verbalize this rip the handmade stitches of my wound #my jaw hurts