#the fact that vaggie didnt think adam would recognize her haunts me. his girls are interchangeable to him—except for when they arent

[valentinonono]

i think vaggie and angel have more in common then vaggie is willing to admit. i think vaggie's glee when adam got murdered is deeper than it seems. i think vaggie's dislike of angel's attitude is deeper than it seems. i think adam calling the exorcists "his girls" is deeper than it seems. is this anything.

#the fact that vaggie didnt think adam would recognize her haunts me. his girls are interchangeable to him—except for when they arent #i feel like angel dust is living vaggie's nightmare and shes incapable of processing that. #what happened with adam was a dirty little secret everyone knew about and no one did shit about. #what happened to vaggie is one of her deepest shames that she refuses to touch with a ten ft pole. she left that behind in heaven. #if she forgets about how fucked up she is the past cant hurt her. if she focuses her energy on supporting charlie she wont think abt hersel #and then here comes along angel. and she hates how he's coping with it all because she can see the appeal of self ruin & self erasing #she knows what its like to be trapped & she knows what its like to hurt ppl bc of it. & she doesnt WANT to know that. how DARE he remind he #he shows off his golden cage and vaggie hides her former golden cage #rewatching the first ep and. vaggie's disgust at angel talking abt how his body was 'made to be exploited' is. well. #considering how vaggie got her name i feel like it strikes a painful chord for her #tw: noncon #vaggie hazbin hotel #vaggie headcanons