#the funding for a student until like april. and then idk abt the us schools. the 70 dollar one is also fuck off kinda prestigious

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#lets do some math here. im applying to 5 programs for a phd and i have 2 degrees that i have to send out as official transcripts #so that's already like 30 dollars per school. so 150 basline. plus application fees #the 1st uni i applied to had no fee. the canadian one is 125 Canadian dollars so 95 usd #then 38 dollars for one us uni and fucking 70 dollars for the other us uni #and idk if the last uni has a fee but it would prob be like 25 pounds so 30 usd #so thats what fucking #353 dollars assuming the last uni doesn't have a fee. jesus. #the fucking 70 dollar one fucking gets me tho but that application is also the most fucking annoying one. u have to individually input a #bunch of info rather than just submitting a cv. fucking stupid #and its like. they might not even accept me so like wtf #one school is wanky and prestigious. another program is highly competitive bc its for only one position. another i wont kno if the lab has #the funding for a student until like april. and then idk abt the us schools. the 70 dollar one is also fuck off kinda prestigious #but the other seems kinda more chill? so idk i just want to b accepted somewhere pls. #also i need to ask for letters of recommendation. its so annoying. in the uk and Canada they only want 2 but in the us its 3 #ugh. ill b so glad when this bullshit is over with #at this point idk where i want to go really. they all have pros and cons. the canadian would b kinda rad bc i would b an international #students but also not very far from where i grew up and i miss the snow and the trees a lot. its literally like 3hrs from where i did my #undergrad lmao. oh god i shouldnt think abt it like that or it might dissuade me from going there lol #idk idk idk the us schools would prob give me the most info school wise bc rhe us system is kinda brutal #and i could fuck around forever and establish nasa connections. but idk i also wanna go back to the uk #even tho i would b a huge pain in the ass with all the visa bullshit. ugh. whatever it doesnt even matter rn #bc no one has accepted me yet #unrelated