#the kind of pain where u feel ur chest imploding and u dont even know how to articulate it

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#i need to vent a little #ive been in so much pain lately #the kind of pain where u feel ur chest imploding and u dont even know how to articulate it #like i cant put into words how i feel or what im thinking i dont even know what im thinking all i know is i just really dont want to live #i can only cry. and think about how badly i want to die #i have so much to do but i cant and i dont want to i can barely even move so tired i cant stop crying when does this end #i cant even remember the last time something felt good why am i even here #just suffering. all the time. #i cant keep doing this i dont know what to do im in so so much pain it makes me want to smash my head against the wall and pass out #i dont know what to do i cant stop crying