#the same thing is happening now that im doing more animal anatomy studies 😭 im losing the whimsy or w.e

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Before: i cant tell if the way I've stylized this body is Right or not...i dont want people to think that I'm stupid and don't know what im doing so i guess i better learn anatomy

After: i have learned and am learning anatomy, but i dont want people to think that im stupid and don't know what I'm doing if i exaggerate it so I better keep the stiff, rigid, "correct" anatomy instead of stylizing it to fit 👍

#i mean it is better to learn anatomy but i dont think ill ever understand the Learn the Rules To Break Em thing #learning the rules just makes me nervous about breaking the rules. what if breaking em looks bad. #idek how to break them anymore bc it looks ''wrong'' #i know its better for it to look ''good'' rather than looking ''right'' but idk how to do that anymore. bc i cant tell #if it looks good until 6 months have passed ...! idk its hard. i dont know what direction to take my stuff #i just know it keeps going forward and i never like the outcome until ive already started trying smthng else and now #its too late to go back etc #talkys #the same thing is happening now that im doing more animal anatomy studies 😭 im losing the whimsy or w.e