#then carlyline w hyunjin at the helm come thru and create the most beautiful song ever

[yangjeongin]

i swear i love lovestay so much but i will either cry or come close to tears Every time i hear it i have  problems

#carly.txt #2020 and earlier hyunjinators know #first half of 2021 was lowkey so hard #then carlyline w hyunjin at the helm come thru and create the most beautiful song ever #to end off that year #sometimes i randomly remember hyunjin's . fanclub only new years message after the lovestay video #where he said he realized he was loved in every season #and i cry again SDSDGSDGDDDG #bc my concern during his hiatus and scandal and all that was. does he know how loved he is among all the negative comments #does he know how loved he still is even though he made a mistake and he's not perfect #so it came as such a relief to hear him say that bc i was so worried about that that entire year tbh #SO THIS IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT EVERY TIME I HEAR LOVESTAY #like. do y'all understand how lucky and blessed we are that he even came back at all #sometimes i forget he was ever gone and then IT HITS and i'm like wow. i am so grateful u exist and we still get to exist alongside u #i am mean to him to cope w the fact that i love a MAN THAT DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME this much #anyway. i hope he looks back at that time in his life and isn't bitter or sad and instead sees it as something that helped him grow #and i hope that's the darkest part of his career and that he can live successfully and happily #y'all would not BELIEVE how hard i just cried #lovestay is just such a beautiful and soft and gentle song that is so full of love just like the person that made it #it means so much to me and so does he #sorry everyone i'm having an emotional week this is my second night in a row crying over something or other SDFSDGDGDG