#there by train. by myself. oh my goddddd oh my god. maybe im jumping the gun but oh my god.

[pepprs]

mutuals. i am going to see the national touring production of the company revival. in chicago.

#purrs #it’s $23 for a ticket and it’s blocks away from where the conference hotel is. im going to SOB. im going to lose my fucking mind. im shaking #i just bought the ticket. im going to see it by myself. im going to go see it and im going to ….. oh my god. OH MY GOD. km going to travel #there by train. by myself. oh my goddddd oh my god. maybe im jumping the gun but oh my god. #this is going to fix me. i am going to watch britney coleman sing being alive and it’s going to fix me. #im kinda stupid for buying a ticket before ive like. made plans with other people who will be going there but. AHHHHHH #this will be the biggest bravest thing ive ever done. ive never been on public transportation in a city by myself before. ive never gone to #a thing by myself like this that’s on such a big scale. but im going to do it and im going to live and be happy. #like this is fucking crazy. i didn’t ask for permission before doing it i just did it. oh my goddddd