#there's a huge chance it killed her husband (advanced his disease) & she literally does not care. if it killed me she'd go ''oh well''

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the thing people rarely talk about is being unable to tell if you're sick or not because you already have these symptoms chronically. like yes i still have a cough, but all the other symptoms of long covid are basically normal for me

#funny enough some of my chronic symptoms i've had for years are a result of another bad illness i got when i was young #now i have a chronically runny nose. i'm not allergic to anything my nose just won't stop running #& now i have More chronic symptoms. fucking great #the reason i think i have long covid though is because of the cough & my entire body feels like more shit than usual #my stomach is upset & my heart is like. vibrating #which only happens when i take my meds (literal amphetamines) which i havent been because of my symptoms #& no it's not withdrawal. these specific meds don't do that for me. i can go on or off them withing weaning & i'm perfectly fine #oh also my hands are fucking cold as hell #i overheat very easily but i've been so cold after i got covid #looking at the list & actually i think it's basically confirmed i have long covid #i'm never fucking forgiving my mother for being so relaxed about catching the fucking plague #there's a huge chance it killed her husband (advanced his disease) & she literally does not care. if it killed me she'd go ''oh well'' #every time i see someone not treating this situation with the seriousness it deserves i will take that personally