#they're always so smug abt it too. they feel so superior bc their job is brutal. girl ur not some kind of saint bc u can put in an IV

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almost done my 1st semester of nursing school and the program i'm in has me doing clinicals already so i've seen what it's gonna be like and i like it a lot!! i'm enjoying my job and i like what i'm learning and i feel like this is something i can be good at and i like helping people. obviously it's very early but i'm feeling confident in my career choices so far

but GOD i'm so fucking afraid of not liking my coworkers. like that post i just reblogged is TRUE those nurses EXIST and the last thing i want is to have to deal with them every fucking day

#mp #i also feel like when i laugh at ppl making fun of nurses im being like #'haha not me tho! im one of the GOOD ones :)' #i don't rlly know yet tho do i? i haven't really started WORKING as a nurse yet #i follow other nurses around or i'll spend the day taking care of one patient #idk what i'll be like when i'm working full-time as a nurse but i'm going in w a foundation of trying to help ppl. so at least theres' that #also not 2 b like ''and ignoring the abuse and racism'' but like even if i didnt have to worry abt possibly working w abusive racist nurses #the nurse aesthetic. like if u search up nurse gifts on redbubble. literally repulsive to me. #very 'she believed she chould so she did' in cursive font carved into a piece of wood #very girlboss white feminism. script font and corny girl power quotes. jokes abt wine. i HATE it #yesterday in clinical a man peed on me!! i don't want to wear a stupid 'keep calm im a nurse' t shirt!!! #i don't want to like. flower-crown-filter my job. i dont want to 'uwu im florence nightingale reincarnated' my job!! #i'm not some badass feminine caretaker bro i'm just a person doing my job!!!! #like ppl who make nursing their Identity are like. god it's so tacky #they're always so smug abt it too. they feel so superior bc their job is brutal. girl ur not some kind of saint bc u can put in an IV