#this has been a really tiring month and its not even half-over yeeshhh

[sunlightfeeling]

so the Katherine Moennig reblog just awoke something from my shit-tier memory (we’re being self-reflective)

she was absolutely my awakening lmfao

okay, but, seriously tho

it made me remember and realize that I have an affinity for more…overtly sexual/scandalous/suggestive/insert similar adjectives here characters/personas

Listing…from memory and order because I’m trying to see something here: say a prayer

judge away, but young me slayed (she did not, in fact, slay)

Tom Kaulitz

Lady Gaga

Shane McCutcheon

Harry Styles

Nick Grimshaw

…is there seriously no one in between???……oh wait…that was me, I became the persona

and last but probably not least…

NakaI mean Kimura Takuya

……

I don’t know why I did this, I don’t like thinking

I don’t actually want to see anythi

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#like I don’t think this is anything #because ???? #but my brain loves connecting dots and drawing conclusions that we really ought to NOT BE MAKING #(I mean it’s actually patterns…I luv patterns which I think I’ve wrote here once or twice lol 😗) #please don’t think I’m feeling off or weird about Kimura/SMAP being a SI/HF now #because im truly not #my brain is just dumb and if somehow I latched onto all this (spreads hands across blog) because of some…idk underlying reason/bias/whatever #then sure okay #but someone is gonna have to take this blog out of my cold dead hands because she’s going nowhere #my brain is a fucking shitshow #this has been a really tiring month and its not even half-over yeeshhh