#this is about wrench. and zer0. and kerry eurodyne. and cayde-6. and dorian. and ezio. and ratonhnhaké:ton/connor. and farkas and vilkas.

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I did some self analyzing and I feel like where other people have daddy issues I have big brother issues because growing up all that fucker ever did way bully me, he still does a lot of times, and when I was bullied in school by my classmates he just kind of stood by and never stepped up for me when I couldn't defend myself or the teachers chose to ignor me. Not even when when Jonas that fucking asshole took a lighter to my hair at the bus stop.

And I dunno I guess I just kind of get over attached to characters in videogames that give me "cool older sibling" vibes. Like I'm not thirsting over them but I like them more than just as a neat character and I feel like they would have knocked Jonas' stupid ass teeth out one by one for what he fucking did if they had been there instead of my actual brother and not just stood there cosplaying as a lamppost and even laughed about it.

#this is about wrench. and zer0. and kerry eurodyne. and cayde-6. and dorian. and ezio. and ratonhnhaké:ton/connor. and farkas and vilkas. #jonas got in trouble a year or two ago for drugs and cracking open a very expensive car and trashing it btw :D #fucker was notorious for bullying girls he didn't find attactive #which says a lot about him because the only girls in class he didn't bully were also the only ones that had bullemia #they'd hide in the bathrooms for the entire rest of the lunchbreak to purge together #and called other girls obese when they couldn't touch their fingertips in front of their belly button if they put their hands on their hips #I find it kinda funny how the dudes that tend to fatshame the most are the ones that have fat mothers #I'm saying this as a dig at the hypocracy of the dudes by the way #like if they talk like that to strangers then I don't want to know what kind of verbal abuse their mothers have to suffer at home #honestly if 13 year old me was fat in his eyes then what the hell was his own mother to him #His mother is really lovely by the way she works as a doctors assistand at a kids clinic and part times as a waitress in a café #and feel seriously sorry for her because you can tell that she tries so so hard and her son just completely disregards all the work she doe #in favour of trying to be “cool with the boys” and a “alpha male” and all that kind of shit. #tw ed