#this isn't some humblebrag i'm genuinely 😵 and baffled

[zoanzon]

Extremely fucking terrified at how I've apparently managed to back up a bit over a million and a half words of personal writing in a year? Like, I went through my diary and confirmed I first started deep-dive archiving my old stuff (and cross-archiving anything written after that point) last March.

And I still have more to go???

#this isn't some humblebrag i'm genuinely 😵 and baffled #for context archiving dates back to january 2016 so technically its a bit over 8 years worth of time to have written all that #...but A) still me @ me wtf for writing that much? and B) me @ me WTF FOR MANAGING TO ARCHIVE THAT MUCH SHIT IN A YEAR? THE FUCK? #and i've still probably got another year if not longer i'm going to be at this 😵 #like. when i'm done and able to easily word/phrase/tag search 99.97% of my collective writing i'm gonna be one happy fucker #but also UHHHH #genuinely curious at what sort of insane lifeform i'll have devolved into by next march crooning over the archive as 'my precious' #(and yes i'm backing this up as i go...by which i mean i need to update my backup its more than a month back but i AM doing backups) #(hell i plan to have two separate backups of this; i'll just bundle it with my wider 'backup of computer' files) #(...yes i'm THIS flavor of historian-writer lol) #the monkey speaks #life of me #building walls to keep the waves back (an ode to the archivists)