#tho oftentimes he stands up mostly for others' well being rather than for himself (like with h.ifumi

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D.OPPY ON THE NEW MV

#;self #self #;musing #musing #OIEURGHRUGIGUHR HELKEFELPF #i dunno if i ever showed the dialogue of him complaining about his boss and refering to him as his 'shitty bald boss' #d.oppo is really cute and silly but he's also petty and resentful and pessimistic and i love him entirely okoko bye #he hates that duality mostly bc he is aware of how hypocritical he has to be and everything of it all as well #he hates going out to drink with his boss past work hours ! #he hates the unnecessary company white-collar salary man etiquette! he hates being a number! #being treated like less than an ant at work! #to d.oppo its like; 'life is just like this; what could someone like me possibly change about this?' #which is kind of a pessimistic view and also his low self-esteem contributes to it but #he still keeps kicking; and at the end of the day he is still a very considerate person #and despite him not believing in himself at all; i love the little moments where he does get to stand for himself #tho oftentimes he stands up mostly for others' well being rather than for himself (like with h.ifumi #or when he took care of a kid even when that meant him and his team would get in danger (bc they were being used by c.huohku)