#tho stuff will probably change when i start my new meds hmmmmmm

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strange how the only thing that has alleviated my stress about school has been mentally making peace with myself on the fact that I'm pushing my graduation ahead to next year or so, because i need to do literature class, and my final project is in shambles and russian+an online class

#ivan.docx #idk. trying to force myself to ''be a good student who manages to do everything like normal'' kinda fell apart for me #very tired from fighting the negative thought pattern of ''if i dont do this then im a hashtag failure and disappointment'' #because of expectations from others. don't have expectations for me pls it'll genuinely kill me #tho stuff will probably change when i start my new meds hmmmmmm #curious to see how itll play out with that