#those miniature moments of grief and rage and a glimpses of a brilliant mind slowly unravelling behind the facade

[heartoferebor]

On a scale from 1 to 'has been listening to Violent Ceasefire from the MGS4 OST on a loop for the last hour and sobbing haltlessly whilst baking gingerbread' how well did you cope with that cutscene at the end of MGS4 ACT III?

#bro the more often i rewatch it the worse it GETS #the way Eva searches for just the smallest hint of Ocelot of ADAM #the man she's known for half a century and probably one of her closest friends now #the way you can see that sth else lurks below that cuntycampy facade of Liquid Ocelot #those miniature moments of grief and rage and a glimpses of a brilliant mind slowly unravelling behind the facade #the way the only thing that Snake knows to do when in blinding crippling pain is to call out for Otacon his one light in the darkness #'the only choice left to us is death' bro that line...u cant tell me there wasn't some ocelot peeking through there #i can literally feel my brain breaking i am not going to survive the end of this game #i hate mgs. i love mgs. i could not live without it. #this game really makes you go 'what the fuck is this bullshit why am i playing this kojima no' #literally followed by 'this is the most brilliant game ive ever played and it will shape me as a person for decades to come' 5 minutes late #blob plays mgs4