#thought abojt david kaufman again. fuck . part of me is like god i need 2 go listen to his lines again but the other part of me is like.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

having a category 12 "thought about william wisp for too long" moment

#that last scene in 40 . got me fucked up so bad. motherfucker. aauagahaghhhhrrghgh. #idk if its the paranoia anxiety of animal sounds in my ceiling again finally catching up to me but im srs like. #almost starting 2 cry right now and im not even LISTENING to the episode. #thought abojt david kaufman again. fuck . part of me is like god i need 2 go listen to his lines again but the other part of me is like. #no mac you have work jn the morning and youre ALREADY not gonna grt enough sleep due to the fucking animals in your ceiling. #head in hands. we need 2 dismantle capitalist society so i can spend the next 24 hours fucking weeping over william wisp. #then maybe ill get my thoughts in order enough to actually write about him #having soioooooo many blood and gore thoughts about [redacted for spoilers] . i havent seen ANY art of it #except one like. vague abstract thing. whcih was awesome dont get me wrong. but i want 2 see something visceral. #and im not good enough at blood and gore to do it myself . plus ive burnt myself out so hard on the painting projects. #and im still not DONE with them #ughhhghgh. anyway. on 24/7 wiwi lockdown ovwr here