#tigercheerfreak

[mothellie]

I wish people utilized the "jealous of both parties" trope more in poly pairings.

Imagining being jealous of both sides of a happy couple knowing they both make each other happy when you'll never cross their minds. Struggling to combat your feelings and bisexual crisis because really it's not your place to feel anything and you're not a fucking homewrecker. And even on the off chance you ever got a chance with either of them, it still hurts because you want a chance with both of them and that confuses and upsets you.

Imagining that couple both having reciprocal feelings for you and not knowing how to navigate that as a couple. It almost tears them apart because they feel terrible for feeling the way they do until they both open up about their feelings, realizing that it's not just them and this doesn't mean the end for them.

Imagining that couple coming together after plenty of healthy conversations and deciding to start making moves on you. Imagining you being a blushing mess and convincing yourself you're reading into things until they invite you on a date. Then they kiss your cheeks. They tell you you're pretty. One date turns into two. Two turns into ten. Then suddenly you blink and you're sharing a bed with both of them, wondering how you got so damn lucky.

I don't know. Makes my poly heart beat a helluva lot faster.

#cassie talks #steddissy #metalsandwich #tigercheerfreak #this could fit so many pairings.