#to quote my vic and eddie fic: i need to be lied to. i need to be liked more than i need the truth

[the-casbah-way]

ah the age old debate. do i like them or do i just want them to like me for i) the validation i so constantly crave ii) the knowledge that liking them would mean i’m not completely aromantic and maybe one day i will experience the kind of love i have always been made to feel like i should want

#i wish i could be content with my many difficult to place situationship more than platonic but not dating sexy trans situations #but. my brain wants to be liked so bad. like fully liked and loved and desired in a way that someone like me can never hope for #………i can’t afford to want these things when i am the way i am #especially bc i don’t even rlly want them half the time #i just need to be told i’m good and not completely unlikeable and awful and beyond help #to quote my vic and eddie fic: i need to be lied to. i need to be liked more than i need the truth #or whatever haha