#too bad you cant drag tags on mobile anymore

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ive realised, its not that my family is against me or out to get me, its just that theyre indifferent to me & they want their kicks one way or another

be it drama, resources, revenge, someone to take their emotions out on; they want their kicks and dont care who gets hurt or traumatized. especially not me.

white family be like

#family issues #not even my dad cares. he just wants to get revenge on my mom for kissing someone else once & letting me take another year bc i failed a yr #not even realising that he'll make me take another year if he goes through w/ it. he just wants his kicks. #it hurts. #im indifferent and sometimes neutral to most of my family. theres only like 2 or 3 people i hate and 5 i feel safe with. out of alot. #my dad & half sister are like ok i guess but i dont feel as safe w/ them. theyre safer than everyone im indifferent/neutral with though #also b4 someone gets angry that i said white family be like; this is a REALLY white family & i practically glow in the dark #like if a sunbeam shone on my skin id light up a whole ass room #too bad you cant drag tags on mobile anymore #im like. the kid of 2 black sheeps. i have double of the black sheep curse. im just lucky i didnt have much physical abuse #that i remember #also when i say im indifferent; it just means i just stay clear of them; i stay wary & i care about them like a stranger in the store #neutral means i dont know if theyre safe or not and my opinion can swing either way