#trying to slowwwwly share the fact that there's an Extensive List of Unfortunate Events that rattled my brain

[nature-played-a-trick-on-me]

Tryingggggg to be open with the guy and he's so nice but I'm still afraid lmao

#trying to slowwwwly share the fact that there's an Extensive List of Unfortunate Events that rattled my brain #talked about the botched therapy a bit #he's v v sweet about it and like asked about it and went like 'only if you want to share' #🥲💞 #im just worried about potentially getting flashbacks from Touchy and i dont want to upset him #i know im overthinking 🥲🥲🥲 #he's v chill im just terrified lmao #i know he's not gonna be weird but my nervous system doesn't know that 🥲 #so im trying to slowly open up the conversation about my shit? without dumping or sharing more than im comfortable with? #which i think is the right call! so there's no surprises + i get some degree of ease of mind. #i think overthinking in this way is just my coping mechanism lmao #and it's not bad! it's good to be careful and it's not distressing #but this is just my entire brainspace rn lol